Yay!! I LOVE YOUR ARTS!!
I know all too well how you feel: it's hard not to compare yourself to others that you see accomplishing things you have dreamed about for yourself for so long. I also know how hard it is to deal with stress and depression. What's your health insurance situation like? I have an amazing alternative care doctor who I think you might really connect with.And I must say, your drawing and inking skills are growing stronger and stronger. I'm so impressed. I'm working on a bunch of new pieces. This is the year of illustration success!